pheeww~
at last.. pia-ing for my last assignment for the semester!!
hopefully can be done by today~
coz tmrw nid to study whole day d..
monday got super hard test~~
sad case..

wawawa... feel very guilty whenever i chat with behbeh..
haha.. i think he can understand me la.. hoho

this is for the kl guy..
since u said u are not coming back till mayb end of ur semester?
so i din really miss u yet... HAHAHA
juz hor.. u din reply my questions at msn lor~~
so har.. u better come talk to me.. hoho..
' i will haunt u whenever i online' XD
okay.. miss u.. byebye

playing with my fishy fishy~~!!

click here click there click everywhere..

let them swim here swim there swim everywhere!!

XD

做么没有人comment 的。。
anonymous 不是开回了meh... (dis is for dat kl guy to see eh.. XD)

最近比较烦

今天在回家路上听见了这首很久没听了的歌。。
感觉好贴切哦。。哈哈。。
人长大了。。责任也越来`越多。。
烦恼也随之越来越多。。

开心过每一天就好。。

还要赶assignment 啊。。 死掉算了。。哈哈

wooh..
time flies..
week by week..
and october is going to end.
and there goes my days of assignments due dates.. quizzes.. tests.. mid-term..
and november..
would be my study month..
coz end of november is the finals~ >.<

will be going for a trip on early november.. wee~~
relax..
but cant really relax..
he is the type rushing here and there..not nice oso eh.. lol

i've been rejecting many invites from different people recently..
seriously i dun have the time and the mood to go out..
the pressure ruined all my moods..
feel so sorry for all of you..
and i notice like now nobody is calling me except of my groupmates..
im so scared that i will lose all of u..
but i think wont la.. u all very understanding de rite.. hehe..

i guess i nid to find time on november..
find back those who find me.. haha..

assignment AGAIN...
=.=
it looks pretty easy yet its so hard.
im suppose to wrote an essay. easy rite?
but im totally blank right now.
mayb its because of the accumulation of tiredness i have.
dint get a nice rest since sunday.
few hours few hours.
and now.. die..
felt like copy the whole thing from google and paste it and pass it up.
but i noe i cant.
shit man..
dunno wat time i can sleep..
zzzZZZZzzzzZZZ....

anyway its da last assignment for This Week.
so probably i can get a good rest tmrw after class :)
and nxt week? T.T
dunno wat will happen yet.
quiz, test, assignments. :(
cant cope with everything.

oh  ya..
i did something dat i didnt do for years d today.
im the drummer for this coming sunday's Praise&Worship session >.<
juz now went for practice. stupid andrew never let me noe earlier.
i was told just now only T.T
whole practice kinda embarrassing for me..
my timing.. my skills.. all out.. lol..
well..  hope for the best :)

kay.. shall continue with my work.
bye

i feel so bad.

so sorry for my groupmates.

but they like nothing like dat.

dis makes me feel even bad.

haha..
going to sleep now :)

nitez

so damn pek chek right now.
so angry with myself.
so disappointed with myself.
lolx
juz let me shout out la.. haha..

doing my assignments now.
most of it complete on sunday and let lecturer check it.
she said must do all again.
so.. wtf.. we are doing it right now.
why im so sad with myself?
coz im suppose to b the group leader for this.
and.. seriously.. i did nothing!
they did most of it..
when meet up.. i was like pretending im so busy doing dis and dat..
in fact.. down in my heart i noe im doing nothing..
so so so sorry..

and dis semester..
sad.
lecturers teach so many d..
cover half the notes d..
but im still at page 1...
dreaming..
playing..
chit-chatting..
day by day..
and now.. here i am..
learn nothing..

why why why..
why am i like dis?
what happened to me?
omg.. things changed..
i need to change my attitude d..
i've been tellling myself since last week..
and.. nothing changes yet..

dun care d..
let me finish my assignment first.


oh ya.
bought a gift last week.
planned to giv it to her today(monday) as our 2nd week in a relationship,
but.. i forgotten. shit.
anyway. i'll giv it the nxt time.

一个礼拜咯。。

好快哦。。
已经过了一个星期。。
感觉是那么的好，那么的甜蜜。。
无形的压力也同时候慢慢增加。。


不懂什么时候，开始见到她就会紧张。
不懂什么时候，开始喜欢她。
不懂什么时候，开始向她报告行踪。
不懂为什么，我们就在一起了。
或许这都是因为爱吧。
因为爱，所以爱。


刚开始时，见到她会让我兴奋。
兴奋到睡不着，
上课不能专心，
反正做什么都会联想到就对了。
那种感觉，是前所未有的。
我也不懂该怎么形容。
活了十九年，还是头一次呢。


不知道是不是一切来得太快，
我还有点反应不过来。。
开始怀疑自己的能力，
担心这个，担心那个。
不懂我做得好不好？
不懂她能不能接受这样的我。。
是我想太多了吗？还是很正常？
做么我酱的哈？
我真的有太多顾虑了。。


不管了。。
反正，我爱她，她爱我，就够了。
不知道以后我们会变怎样。。
不过我会每天尽力做好我的本分，
我们一起一步一步走向未来。。
船到桥头自然直嘛。。
接下来的日子就要靠彼此的迁就，礼让和了解过了。。


不懂这样写对不对，就已经写了，就让它留在这里啦。。
我的想法而已。没胆子告诉你。怕你在意。
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