another rainy day

rain since yesyerday night..
till some of Penang flooded.. haiz..

din go out today..
save money lar.. everyday go out can die okay..
mayb to my friends im very selfish..
most of the time i dun spend much money..
can save how much save how much..
but im poor okay..
dis is not i am very selfish or wat..
dis is each sen i spend is big to my family..
my family cannot affort me to spend much money.
so i muz save save save..

they are going to college after form5 but i dunno..
they can affort to go to college but to me i hav to think twice..
because if i've made the wrong decision den my whole family will suffer..
suffer because spend money on wrong place..
i oso wan to go college.. i dun wan form 6 but i hav to think many many thing..
i hav to work..
find income.. because i noe im that type who likes money.. i mean alot of money..
i like to buy new clothes.. branded.. expensive.. nice.. in-trend..
but if i dun hav money den i wont hav all this..
mayb to u i dun look poor..
because i m making myself to look good..
to protect my self confidence..
i dun wan people to look down on me..
i dun eat during recess.. because i wan to save money..
everytime going out with u all i hav to spend money..
i dun hav so much money to spend la..

haha..
im going crazy..
dunno y suddenly say all dis..
no one hurt me or wat but i juz suddenly think of this lo..

lalala..

finished my trial.. yippie..
den forgot about blogging thing untill juz now when bathing only think of it.. hehe
today went redbox with them..
not very fun actually..
coz booking 11am..
den say meet at 1040..
n it is raining. heavily..
was wondering want to go?..
den say sit car..
when the car arrive din tell me..
den i thinking thinking.
in the end late abit..
got ppl say me on phone: u all noe d book 11am den still dun wan meet early a bit.. now raining den ko late wait they cancel the room"
so the first thing i say when i got into the car is "sorry" to prevent any misunderstand..
haha.. so suprisingly they still laughing.. haha..when at there 'he' start his kuan again.
singing half den cut again.. arrghh..
did the same back lo.. hehe..

2pm finish singing den go home..
wanted to hav lunch together den some problem occured..
in the end i din go..
my excuse is heavy rain.. its really raining okay..

n evening skipped tuition..
we
nt to mcD to online.. wifi..
updated some laptop thing.. hapi..
juz now was raining.. super extremely hyper heavy..
but juz a while only leh.. sad.. haha.
i ask my mum to drive me out to see the roads..
coz i like to see flood leh..xp
she say me siao..
where got own mum say the son siao wan..
haha.. true la..

okay wanna continue watch my ka hou yuet yun d..
super nice.. tata

SPM Trial

well..
im having my trial dis few weeks..
gonna b busy..

driving lesson

today went for driving lesson..
super fun..

went to the driving school bout 1.45pm..
was raining..

den the instructor drive me to the place where i practice..
when reach there he talk many many things to me..
i listen lo.. coz important ma..

den giv me to drive..
up the 'hill' thing..
muz brake on the line..
very fun but fustrating oso leh..
den 3point turn.. parking..
fun fun fun..

den when before 4pm he get in the car..
i thought he wan to teach somemore but he said drive go road..
i ''huh?! now? i can?" haha..
so i drove out of the place..
go outside the road..
which hav many cars..
n its raining heavily..
so stressed..
was worry-ing the car at the back y follow me so close..
haha.. crazy.. they bang me they wrong.. haha..

so i drived quite a long distance..
little traffic jam..
i like the rain.. make it so exciting.. cool...
den i reach the driving school le..
so faz wan.. not nice.. hehe..
den ride bike home in the rain..

tmrw im going to learn again..
woohoo...
im so close to get the real license d..
wait for me..

its frisday

well.. went for hair cut, again..
but when i was at the saloon i saw my hair was like.. ermm.. nice..
but back home.. eh is same like last time not meh? haha..
wasting my money..

had pizza with beh, shawn, lammie, wLoong, golbert n yy..
first time i think eat at pizza hut together..
i brought my camera n took lots of picture.. of my self.. kekeke..
den got heavy rain..
wear raincoat n rush home.. haha.. exciting wo..

read many blogs recently..
felt dat i look like is writting essay den blog..
but shouldent blog is writting about wat u did or wat u thinking..
so i think is okay for me.. haha..
but i should improve abit la..
my language.. like shit..
n i dunno y i dun wan ppl to see my blog..
i like to read others but dun wan let ppl read mine. haha..
crazy.. selfish too..

Sept 1

1st of september.
many occasion happened today..

1st is the muslim fasting month starts..
n countdown to the Hari Raya.. holiday again.. hehehe..

2nd, wedding of two couples..(should hav alot i think but invite me only 2).. haha
morning 11am went to Christ Church for a holy matrimony service of James Lim & Slyvia Tiong..
i noe the bridegroom's family.. the bride i dunno is who.. haha..
everything was ok but accept the sermon.. boring lah.. sleepy..

den after dat bout 12.45pm left frm C.Church to St PauL's Church..
the church i grew up in..
its Moses Chun & Wendy's wedding..
so the same process went on again..
singing.. sermon.. talking.. n eating again.. haha..
they so handsomen pretty la..
jealous..
hope i will b more good looking than anyone else on my wedding day.. (still far luhh..)

skipped tuition..
pretend no tuition.. haha..
public holiday ma..