;)

got ppl say my passage abit 暧昧 wor :S
HAHAHA!!

went 1st avenue today~
quite big yet narrow.. lolx
i like the lightings..
especially the road leading up to carpark.
LED lights along the way wor! yeng dao...
and the view..
nice.

:)

while waiting for the red light at opposite of Caltex,
saw from the side mirror, came a bike.
it passed by my car and i looked.
it was a student.
wearing the school uniform.
white top and dirty green pants.
his bike was white. Wave 100. and with a white helmet, with transparent glass.
immediately i thought of a good friend of mine, Mr Beh.
that's how he look like 2 years ago!
exactly the same..
just too bad a red bike dint follow behind,
if not, that would be me. haha

sitting in the car, listening to the music, cold wind blowing towards me,
with a relax mind, waiting for the light to turn green,
i recall the memories of us when we were still schooling.

both of us going to school early in the morning.
its so dark, so cold, and sometimes it even rains, but we still have to go :(
and im always the late one!
then after school, whole bunch of bikers would cross the road together.
after crossing the road then its like a racing track.
im usually the excited one, excited to go home, so i go fast.
mrBeh would be like the mr.Safe.. not-so-fast and steady..
and when im fast, im usually the slowest.
complicated rite..
cause the roads are jam, we need to find a way between cars and roadside to move.
always ended up im behind of him :(
then reach the caltex traffic light, then the killer corner and then home!

nearly everyday we are doing the same thing,
but not now anymore.
we've grown up and get along with our lives.
and he has moved! :(
but, we are still friends, still meet up frequently.
its great!
i don't ask for more, and im thankful i have friends that accompany me since secondary.

and now, my bike,
parked downstairs,
dusty,
rusty,
but i still ride it once in a blue moon :)


*life is like a box of chocolate. you'll never know what you gonna get*

Leaked Video :S

HAHA~!
not some disgusting video la.. so its okay..
did this thing beginning of the month.
one night, chatting with lammie, suddenly got the feel..
create within 15 min.. haha..
Hope this video made your day..
although its quite lame.. XD
especially the music part.. lolx
sounds abit hong kong drama leh.. haha

How i Learn About Others

今天家里发生了一些事，
让我领悟到我必须更爱我的家。
虽然有曾经多么的讨厌这个家，
但这里始终是我的避难所。
我也发现到，
我必须更加的负责任来维持这个家。

爸在晚餐的时候很气姐。。
然后有跟我说：
"ah Paul,你以后想离开这个家也没有关系的，你不需要觉得为难，还要照顾我们”
哇。。这句话像针一样。。
心痛。

姐姐一向以来都有坏脾气。。
大家一而再的体谅她，
但是有时她也很过分一下的。。
（放心，她不是要离家出走）哈。

那句话让我觉得，
既然我姐是这样的人，
改变不了的事实，
那我这个做儿子的应该要更加的去爱护我爸妈。
不用等到姐改变。
尤其是我妈，
好可怜哦。。
每次他们不爽的时候，
妈总是夹在中间，
被逼当他们的传话筒。。

不懂怎样写出我的feeling。。
就让时间冲淡一切。。
原神祝福我的家。
我尽我的责任就好了。

conversation

doctor: yes~ what's your problem?
me: err... my stomach not feeling well..
doctor: oh whats wrong with ur stomach?
me: i got diarrhea last friday.. then until now still abit pain off and on..
doctor: what have u been eating since then?
me: huh? errmm.. normal food lor..
doctor: nah! that's why lorh..
me: *omg what have i done*
doctor: u say u eat normal food then is wrong already..
me: what u mean? what's wrong with my food?
doctor: u got diarrhea cannot eat normal food! u should eating something like porridge, minced food and etc..
me: =.= (last time i lau sai no nid like dat oso.. sot eh)
doctor: ur mother should know all this. u go home and tell her can already. go lye down i wan to check ur stomach.
me: oh.. okay..
doctor: pull up your shirt.
me: *shy* orhh... (pull up slowly)
doctor: higher!
me: (omg) force myself to pull up higher abit :X
doctor: *knock here knock there* hmm.. got noise in ur stomach.. is because of the diarrhea.
me: *look at him innocently*

damn lame lah this conversation.. but its real okay..
before i leave the clinic i still go ask him.. can i eat bread?
he say ur mum will know all these la.. go ask her can already..
mums are the best. they know what to do..
them i smilling and walked out. lolx

not feeling well since i came back from the sabah trip..
in fact before coming back oredi start to sick. lolx

i dunno what's wrong with my stomach now..
so many days d wor.. ish..

FINALLY..
it has come to an end..
my assignment month for this semester has ended!

shout out all my stress at Neway just now with my classmates.
felt so shyiok!
like going to lost my voice. hah

packing my luggage now~
going for a trip tmrw till monday :D

miss me!
and i will miss u too..