lalala~~

wasted half a day sleeping today.. haha

felt like so wasted after i woke up and thought about it.. lol

anyway woke already 12pm..

bath.. slack around..

drink vitagen.. haha

den 1pm..

dad came bck and had lunch..

around 1.40pm drive down to church..

song practice for sunday's praise n worship..

went prangin mall again aftr dat..

wow its my second time being backup singer for pnw dis year..

last year only once.. lol..

i hope this year would b better..

going back to serve the lord as wat i did few years ago..

ppl start accepting me again..

lets hope it get better..

my future.. i dont know..

if very 烦 of what subject im going to be take after my foundation..

they wan to go kl wor..

how can i go leh..

my family cannot support me..

and if they can they sure suffer here..

i dun wan dat..

dats y i din wan to go.

i wan to enjoy my life like now..

enough cash, got car, got laptop..

if i go outside..

no car, hav to save money..

cannot go out with frens..

cook own food.

although its fun and experience thing..

but still..

i dun hav so much money.

sister is going UK..

using so much money already.

haiz..

wan to change college..

still finding a suitable wan..

KDU.. fees good, facilities good..

but i dun wan finance..

its not wat i want..

so.. still surveying..

yesterday

oh ya..

ystrday nite was kinda sad luh..

went out with lammie and beh..

lammie told me dat mayb beh and zhi and liping will go kl too..

omg.. how can they do that..

seriously da nite was not very enjoying..

i keep thinking dat they are leaving me here..

lammie going dis May and beh them nxt year..

so for the nxt few year i can only see them few times a year..

when festive come.. no ppl is here..

no more nice nice and many many pictures anymore..

owh...

and i cant imagine how is my bday dis year..

cz usually lammie is the one with brilliant idea..

he plan all the thing and yes he can sacrifice..

beh and zhi them is kinda boring compare with him..

so.. i hope he is here.. haha

i got think dat mayb he will b giving me suprise on my bday?

say he is not coming but suddenly appear..

haha.. i hope so..

Paranormal Activity

today went to class.. 2-4pm..

it was around 3.30pm and because its just the first class of the year,

did nothing much besides introducing.. so the class will end early..

me and jason planned to go for a movie..

at first wanted to go Prangin mall for a walk but in the end choosed to go movie..

used my fone to check for show times.. all the details came out but problem come when wan to do booking.. tried n tried.. forget it..

we shall rush to Gurney then..

so class ended nearly 4.. means we got 10mins to reach gurney, buy the tickets and parking..

well.. i drove.. n its traffic jam at the main road..

so i decided to go another way.. turn here turn there..

dats the fun of penang.. linking here n there.. lol

reached gurney around 4.08..

jason n hanix rushed to get the tickets and i go parking.

okay so i assume everything was in time..

met a kinda slow reaction cashier at the counter..=.=

run to toilet.. run to the room 7.. haha..

at first we tod did we make the wrong choice to come? lol

the scene was like in the porn.. the guy asking the girl to do take off shirt..

the girl refuse.. n go into the bedroom..

but of course no naked scene.. is rated pg13 only leh..

and so the first nite.. till the 2-something nite..

many strange things happened..

i can tell u its so so so so scary~~

and the ending.. shocked many of us in the cinema.. lol

my hair was all standing as i walked out of the room..

goosebumps on my hands :D

go watch it..

if u watch dvd.. make sure u hav the best surround system and watch it in the dark,.,

best luh!

alone soon?

well.. haha.. dunno y suddenly tod of let my blog to b alive again..

will try to update it as frequent as i can..

okay.. was on msn with lammie juz now and talked bouth his studies..

he said mayb he is going to Help university for psychology..

den afterdat i went to bath and while bathing..

some funny thoughts came out.. which makes me felt like crying.. lol

thinking dat ppl is leaving me.. many many ppl.. i dun like this..

first is golbert.. already in kl.. fine..

nxt is david.. my cousin.. he and florence is going to australia to join aunt siew tin and james..

and they are leaving on 1st of Feb.. very fast already..

then lammie.. going kl.. i dun wan him to go.. cz he is like the one i most can talk with so far..

if he is gone.. i dunno wat will hapen nxt.. we took lots of pictures.. enjoyed ourselves during every trip.. loves to explore new things.. really dun wan him to go..

but he has to go.. for his own sake.. i cant stop him.. lol

i'll juz hav to find some1 to b best friend now.. haha

think of last time.. i was like so hate him..

he and all his tempers.. his way of doing things..

but slowly slowly i dunno when and why .. we like became good friends.. lol

mayb he dun take me as his good fren.. haha

this post sounds so gay :D

mayb i juz cannot find some suitable words to express it dats y.. lol

friendship~! we've been friends for years already of course i will feel sad when they wan to leave..

and oh ya.. ah beh.. leaving nxt yr after his diploma.. haih..

me.. still stuck in penang.. born in penang, die oso in penang.. LOL..

goodnite