alone soon?

well.. haha.. dunno y suddenly tod of let my blog to b alive again..

will try to update it as frequent as i can..

okay.. was on msn with lammie juz now and talked bouth his studies..

he said mayb he is going to Help university for psychology..

den afterdat i went to bath and while bathing..

some funny thoughts came out.. which makes me felt like crying.. lol

thinking dat ppl is leaving me.. many many ppl.. i dun like this..

first is golbert.. already in kl.. fine..

nxt is david.. my cousin.. he and florence is going to australia to join aunt siew tin and james..

and they are leaving on 1st of Feb.. very fast already..

then lammie.. going kl.. i dun wan him to go.. cz he is like the one i most can talk with so far..

if he is gone.. i dunno wat will hapen nxt.. we took lots of pictures.. enjoyed ourselves during every trip.. loves to explore new things.. really dun wan him to go..

but he has to go.. for his own sake.. i cant stop him.. lol

i'll juz hav to find some1 to b best friend now.. haha

think of last time.. i was like so hate him..

he and all his tempers.. his way of doing things..

but slowly slowly i dunno when and why .. we like became good friends.. lol

mayb he dun take me as his good fren.. haha

this post sounds so gay :D

mayb i juz cannot find some suitable words to express it dats y.. lol

friendship~! we've been friends for years already of course i will feel sad when they wan to leave..

and oh ya.. ah beh.. leaving nxt yr after his diploma.. haih..

me.. still stuck in penang.. born in penang, die oso in penang.. LOL..

goodnite