so damn pek chek right now.
so angry with myself.
so disappointed with myself.
lolx
juz let me shout out la.. haha..

doing my assignments now.
most of it complete on sunday and let lecturer check it.
she said must do all again.
so.. wtf.. we are doing it right now.
why im so sad with myself?
coz im suppose to b the group leader for this.
and.. seriously.. i did nothing!
they did most of it..
when meet up.. i was like pretending im so busy doing dis and dat..
in fact.. down in my heart i noe im doing nothing..
so so so sorry..

and dis semester..
sad.
lecturers teach so many d..
cover half the notes d..
but im still at page 1...
dreaming..
playing..
chit-chatting..
day by day..
and now.. here i am..
learn nothing..

why why why..
why am i like dis?
what happened to me?
omg.. things changed..
i need to change my attitude d..
i've been tellling myself since last week..
and.. nothing changes yet..

dun care d..
let me finish my assignment first.


oh ya.
bought a gift last week.
planned to giv it to her today(monday) as our 2nd week in a relationship,
but.. i forgotten. shit.
anyway. i'll giv it the nxt time.